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reliability.

sometimes you just feel worthless. utterly worthless.this morning jim was late to open up the store. i haven't been late to work in 2 and a half years. yet a manager can do it whenever he wants. anthony was late too. whe…
emotion - who are you?

i used to only get depressed at night.i think depression for me is mostly about feeling isolated. i feel like i am alone in the world, on my own island and absolutely worthless. worse, i always blame myself. since i am …
Dear Drivers in Ohio

I am so sorry that I drive the speed limit. I'm sure that greatly inconveniences you.I am terribly sorry for not driving on the shoulder. Heaven forbid I don't want to go on that mess.I am greatly sorry for taking my tim…
What if I could stand still and get moved?

I'm flawed, but I'm working on it. I'd like to think that there's a lot of upside hiding behind a little apprehension. I really don't want to think that chaos is escaping, but I know that it's terribly difficult to keep…
this is how it goes

I wouldn't say that I'm tired of the excuses, because I know you're not lying. So where are you? I'm tired of looking, tired of waiting, tired of knowing. Why am I looking? To find you.Why am I waiting? Because perfectio…
can i just be really upset for a while?

sometimes it feels better just to cry.i'm so sick of everyone's criticism. i'm so sick of people trying to mold me. i am jesse freaking jester, and as far as i'm concerned, that's all i ever want to be. i am not your toy…
Xanga... Friends?

Back in the day on Xanga, if I wanted to find more friends, I searched posts of interest, and searched through other friends friends. Nowadays, Xanga has giant networking ideas, which are nice, if not tedious. I definite…
honesty

i'm a very fragile person. i may put up dense walls around myself, but that's only because i've been broken so many times before. i do my best to distance myself from emotions but it only takes one or two little things t…
No Sanity for Saturdays

Wow. Wyoming beat Tennessee. As if things couldn't get worse for the Vols. That, is simply amazing.Actually, I had a semi-amazing day at work. And not the good sort of amazing. It seems that everyone left their thinking …
Just a thought

If you're gonna write, write something worth reading. Okay, I take that back. I know that a lot of the time I write things that aren't worth reading. How about this: If you're gonna be on TV/radio, at least have a clue …

raiderjester

- Name: the Jester
- Country: United States
- State: Ohio
- Metro: Columbus
- Birthday: 12/27/1985
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 3/15/2004
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